Let’s Get Dirty

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It’s a shame I’m not into bondage. Believe me, I’ve tried on a wide variety of apparatus in the privacy of our bathroom in front of a full length mirror. I’ve contorted my body into any number of positions, tried to follow convoluted instructions that have me attempting to insert Tab A into Tab B while depressing Clasp C. When I finally do break through and successfully secure each tab, clasp, strap and zipper, I face an even greater challenge. Getting the gear off.

I have been using the duodopa pump to deliver my Parkinson’s medication for over 7 years now. Long-time readers of this blog will be familiar with my lamentations on the awkward and heavy pump that I must transport with me for 16 hours a day. Almost every day I get so frustrated by this albatross that I just want to scream “I’m fed up with this f—ing pump”,  rip it off and be done with it! *

Initially, there was one single option for carrying around the pump – a chocolate brown vest. While not exactly a fashion statement in and of itself, it did get a number of hits and some serious blog attention in those early days – see Got my tight pants on.

In fairness, I suppose there were other options I could have explored for transporting this device – I could have  had my great aunt crochet me a sling to carry it over my shoulder or I could have gone to Paris and found myself a classy “man-purse” to add to my accessories. Or I could have forgone this entirely and just carried it around in my hand like a quasi-calculator-totting-geek. Yet I chose the brown vest supplied by the manufacturer.

With each passing year, my frustration with the limitations of the vest grew. Yet, as the clinical trial ended, and as the pump became more available and more popular as a treatment for PD, I felt buoyed by the fact that such an explosion of interest would surely be followed by a parallel development of a smaller, lighter pump. After all, we live in an age where technological advancements have yielded evermore compact and portable options in a range of devices. Apple, for example, unveils new cellphones every year and most times they are smaller devices with larger capacity. I’m not looking for the Duodopa  10 or the 10X but the Duodopa 2 would sure be nice.

I’ve heard vague rumours that a prototype for a smaller pump are “under development”. I’ve heard the same rumours for the past 3 or 4 years. I think my PD friends in parts of Europe have heard the same rumours in the nearly 20 years this same pump has been used there.

Instead, the steady increase in the use of the duodopa pump has netted not a smaller pump but a growing variety of options for carrying the pump. I’m sure I have every one of these (save the macrame sling!) and, while I welcome the increasing number of choices, there is no one option that is –  for me – the perfect one. It is certainly good to have a few options that one can alternate between. Why I now even have a vest in a different colour than brown – this one is a striking beige!

The latest accruement is an interesting one that arrived in the mail the other day in a plain brown package. It’s interesting in that it positions the pump in a whole new area. It’s an athletic bra-like accessory that holds the pump securely in the middle of the chest area. Off the stomach area and above or below the breast depending upon one’s cleavage and respective comfort.It also has a lot of straps. And buckles. And clasps. And zippers. And I can have it really tight or really loose or really really tight.

I’m pleased to have another option and I look forward to trying this one out. But why is it that I feel so dirty?!

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tight like that

 

 

* though after going a day or two without it, I am reminded of the benefits the pump provides – principally through the slow and continous release of the medication directly into my bloodstream.

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